.::My'first'LAST'kiss::.

Thanks D.G

2010-12-22T07:57:00.001+08:00

Thanks For Everything D.G
=)

Dr. Martens

2010-12-21T03:27:00.001+08:00

That's it! Next year, by Hook or by Crook, I'm getting this!

back into my Future?

2010-12-06T19:03:00.004+08:00

&there it goes again. The Drama. I'm sorry Boy but Life's' just Like that for me. I'm better of being alone. All I ever wanted was to be completely and Madly in Love with one Person and to grow old with whoever it was. But Life took a whole new twist right after my Depression.

Cross my Heart and Hope to Die, I was ready to Fight for my Life, my Love. But it was Blown. gone. Vanished. Full Stop. The End.

I lived Life positively ever since then. Never cried over spilled Milk. Never complained about the Way I look. Never brought myself down. Treated everyone with a Smile. I was not a Girly Girl. definitely not a Bimbo. -.- I was content with Everything. Even with my Messed up Family. Dad knew I made sense no matter what. Hah, Fighting with him always Felt like I was Fighting with my Ex Gf. Both Scorpios. Never ready to give in no matter what. Always thinking they are right. But yea I would say I was Stubborn when with my Ex. I was a bit dumb then. Didn't know how to make sense. I didn't understand how to deal with em Scorpios. I mean they fight right and know how to make you feel like you're to be blamed. I stupidly fell for those then. But now. I understand people very well, No matter what status they are in Life. Trust me. I know.

So, Now, whenever Dad fights with me. He may not give in still. But I know he knows that what I just Explained to him.. is right. & I'm content with that. =)

Yup. Life Life Life. You're Beautiful. I Love you.. Not despite your Flaws but inclusive of them.

I Love you as a Whole! That's why I believe Everything Happens for a Reason. Maybe that's why I fell in Love for the 2nd time? Maybe my Life Lessons taught me to be a Better Gf? Not Bragging or anything k Blog. But this is just not from him. It's from Girls, Guys and Couples!

Maybe that's why the First one didn't make it into my Future. Maybe the First one shouldn't even be in my Future? Blog, What say you? ok Wait, Let's call God! God, What do you think I should do? Please give me an Answer by the End of the Week! Please! xoxo!

Sigh, =(

Red Rose.

2010-12-05T17:55:00.001+08:00

I want a RED Rose.

Swallow me.

2010-12-05T17:28:00.001+08:00

God just let the World swallow me full. Please. Now. Thank you.

God, Please Kill me.

2010-12-05T01:32:00.004+08:00

I don't think I want her in my Life. I don't wanna see her. I don't want to have anything to do with her. It's just impossible to be around her. I guess I'm going to cut any ties with her. Permanently. This is messed up.

Blog, Be my Best Friend. I am K.Vishalini and I'm Lesbian. I'm not Straight or Bisexual. I love Girls. I Love hers not hims. I know it's not going to be Easy but please give me Happiness in my Future. The Type of Happiness that is for me. Alone. Not for others. I will do what I can to make sure that my Life leads in the Right Direction.

Am I a Heart Breaker? I'm sure there are some who would say yes. I've always gotten attention that I only wanted from one person, from both Genders. But why.. I don't even know what to say. I cry just thinking about my life.

Why am I crying right now as I'm typing THESE to you? I thought I was Happy?

God I really need you right now. Please kill me. I really wanna just be killed in some Accident or something. Not cause I can't handle Life, Just so It will save people the Heart pain once I'm gone.

3rd Dec

2010-12-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

I feel like there's just something abt 3rd Dec. Something important or something that happened on this very Date, maybe a year or two ago but I just don't know what. Oh wells,

What a Night man! The Booze, Grinding, Dirty Dancing etc. Thankfully there weren't no MAD sweaty people around me!

It's like rubbing against a complete sweat drenched towel!

Yeesh!

Anw, The Numb tastbuds.

God!

The Craving for Coke Slurpee in the Morn but not being able to TASTE it!

tsk!

I hate that.

Alright I''m really to tired for anything and should really be heading out now.

So Bye bye!

PANIC

2010-12-03T12:47:00.002+08:00

I HATE One on ONEs with FACIs! Arghhh!

EVALUATION Moment!

Gonna DIE DIE DIE!

I always Laugh when start to Panic.. Reason being that I know that I'll know Nuts about What he's gonna Ask me to do.. & The Fact that he's Watching me Screw up!

Ahhhh!Gimme your Hand!

I need to Hold Someone!

Don't mind the Sweaty palms. It happens.

XP !

Ahahahahahah!

There! You see! I'm even Virtually Laughing!

Die DIE DIEEEEEEE!

Breathe in Breathe out x2 !

DONE!

2010-12-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

Oh God! I'm DONE! Happiest moment of my Life!

Ok, I'm gonna go out tomo.

Needa do "Christmas" Shopping too!

Gosh!

I am Sexcited!

A for Animation!

2010-12-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

YEA

A for Animation!

I is Happy.

ILY

2010-12-01T10:58:00.004+08:00

I Love you.

Miss this.

2010-12-01T10:58:00.001+08:00

I Love you.

I Miss Doing ^that^ with Blogger.

1st DEC's COMING!

2010-11-30T23:54:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG!

Tomorrow's 1st Dec! After 1st December! My Life Starts!

OMG.G.G!

I Can't Wait luhh!

SHEESHA SOON!

Drinks!

CLUB!

2010-11-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

I think I'll be getting a D for today's lesson. I don't know what's going on And I can Honestly say that I didn't do anything much at all. Ahh, I'm soo Tired. I've got UT later, followed by Working to the MAX on my PD. I really wanna finish up my Portfolio by Tonight. But I really need some Shut eye. =/

Oh my, kk, Ut's gonna Start soon!

Bye for now

Night

2010-11-30T02:26:00.002+08:00

NIGHT NIGHT

I guess I'll be stayin in School to finish up my Portfolio Website. Argh. I Have to Finsih 3/4 of it by tomorrow while in school. The Rest I can Take care in the Mid Morning.

Better Hit the Sack alreadyy.

Don't Wanna Fall aslp in School.

I Love you.

Good Night.

Her Pics

2010-11-30T00:12:00.001+08:00

He's got issues with Her Pics being in My Profile. I'm not going to do anything about it, Maybe Just private it? Well it does kinda looks wrong. =/

Haiya!

HUMAN CENTIPEDE

2010-11-29T21:50:00.006+08:00

Arghh, As Much as I am Excited about 1st Dec coming, I'm still Panicking! God! I'm not done with my PD. Gonna Die like Fuck! Tried to go ahead with it but the Codes, God. Who the Hell Created Codes?! I really couldn't take it. Left my place at ard 3ish, Met Boby and watched HUMAN CENTIPEDE.

Oh before that, I went to meet a Friend in NYP. FUCK that SCHOOL! It's filled with Noobs! HATE that School! What's the point of having a Huge school when you can't access the bloody internet via own laptop. Fucked up place. Seriously. I checked out the library too. FUCKING QUIET! I think their Library TOPs Cemeteries! At least Cemeteries have weird noises and nocturnal noises but this library, LITERALLY PIN DROP SILENCE. & NO WI-FI! _|_

Stupid sia! Had Dinner and Came back. Hmm I had some Calamaris since I wasn't too Hungry. That makes me realise HOW BADLY I MISS NABIN's & the Platter!

Kkkk, I'mma Continue my Shit on my PD. Gotta Create a Website on how my Photo Gallery and Animation Gallery will look.

Eh I kinda Like animation. It's Really Cute! =P

Okk kaykk! gotta Go,

BYE!

Different Kinder Chocolates

2010-11-29T06:23:00.001+08:00

Gimme a Whole lot of Different Kinder Chocolates & I WILL LOVE YOU FOR LIFEEE!

What Am I Thankful for this year?

2010-11-29T05:58:00.005+08:00

I came across this post where this dude mentioned about being Thankful about something this year, So I was Thinking, Hey What am I Thankful for?

So Let's see... Firstly, I'm Thankful for Lavania always being there for me no matter what! The Drama that I went Through along with her. It's Really Amusing how when in the 2 Times we had some Big Issues.. It's always someone from the Outside who butts in. & I'm really Thankful for Unexpected Friends, Like Harvn. If he didn't question her, I think I could have said bye bye to her already. I'm Thankful for ALL she's Done for this Friendship.

2ndly, I'm Thankful to ALL my IJ Friends & RP friends who are still helping me make this journey a wondrous one. From the Sheesha outings, to get to gathers, to Movies, Lunch, Dinner, a Night out! You name it!

3rdly, for my Parents for pinning all their hopes on me. -.- I mean if they didn't I wouldn't be where I am... Hmmm, Guess I gotta give my Siblings some credits to. Ahh Fuck ya'll! Siblings I mean. tsk.

K, Ignoring them...

4thly, I dunnoo... I guess in Total, I'm just Thankful to be alive. A Friend once told me that we are put on this Earth for a Purpose. Well, I've been Surviving Life's Obstacles even though it has left the World's Biggest Scar in my Heart. There's just some things that has to be Sacrificed just to see the Right People Happy. All I can do out of this Situation is to PRAY that no one EVER encounters such a Situation as Mine. I mean that person might as well DIE! How long can you go on Acting like the World's Pure and you're Happy. All the Best!

So, in short, I'm Thankful for Having Survived 2010.

29th already.

2010-11-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

No Seriously, What's up with GUYS?! First they ask if I'm interested in Girls by checking out my FB? & if I am, "that would be a waste i guess
then i won't have the pleasure of knowing u well enough "

Then they say it's SAD that I'm Lesbian. Like ok, I'm Bisexual. but Hello, Lesbians have Male Friends too... unless if your Intentions are otherwise.

Aiyah & can't you Sense Hostilely?

Gosh. Anw, it's Sunday. Woke up late. Had Dinner with Boby and Came back home.

I guess I'll be frequenting Blogger alreadyy. Feel easier to pour my heart out here.

Love ya'll!

Nov 28th 2010

2010-11-28T05:03:00.000+08:00

Hello Blog! I've Missed you! There's soo much to say! Freedom of Speech!
but before I Continue, OMGOODNESS!
I MISS MY LESBIAN LIFESTYLE!
Gosh!
I Miss EVERYTHING ABOUT it!

Lesbian lesbian LESBIAN! Woahh, that word is so Beautiful!
I'll be back. I feel Humid. It's 4.56am right now.
I'll Come back after a Shower. Till then, MISS ME!

MOVED!

2009-09-20T04:50:00.002+08:00

Baby, I've

Moved to:

http://myfirst-lastkiss.tumblr.com/

Lword! Fuck!

2009-09-18T18:48:00.004+08:00

Fuck!

I'm Watching The L Word again

& Fuck!

I need some action girl.

Delima

2009-09-17T20:37:00.004+08:00

Stop Fucking up your Life at the Last miniute Ass-Wipe!
Dunno What's Gotten into you
but seriously,
Now's not the time to give up!
Get yo butt out there & start doing what you gotta do!
Bitch!
=]

She's Coming Back Home tomorrow! <3>

SURPRISE!

Oh oh! & I forgot to mention, I bought a pair of Heels!
=D
Realise that the handful of heels I have have skinny Backs!
Not the Right type to move about in!
nah'mean!?

So...
Think I'll be Visiting TK3.
Came Back from the Hospital, (Appandix)
Oh wells,
Been at home for 2 days.
Cleaning up & Still wondering if i shud rebond my hair
=S

I Love you!

Delima

No matter what I do, All I think about is you

BeccaSonOrchard

2009-09-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Met Becca & Sonia At Orchard.

Bought Sonia Her Birthday Gift from Zara,

Went Far East Shopped.

ION to get my leggings.

Roamed

Chilled

& Waiting for the 30th!

Raaaaaaar!

bby, do you know that I'm starting to miss you!?

FBQuiz

2009-09-15T01:08:00.004+08:00

Would your mom care if she found condoms in your room?
* Like YA! She'll Prolly get the SHOCK of her LIFE!

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
* Hello. =]

Did you speak to your father today?
* Yep.

If you HAD to kiss someone right now, who would it be?
* =/

Are you ticklish?
* Not really.

Who's car were you in last?
* Taxi.

Have you ever slapped someone?
* ..yea

How many people do you trust with everything?
* a Few.

What did you just drink?
* Ice Water w Meds! =S

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to be with?
* Goin on Right now. Help eh. Visha Lost!
"I was Helpless, I was Cornered!"

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
* Actually yes.

Name one thing you love about winter?
* Cuddlin up!? =P

Name one stupid thing you did today?
* Today nth luh.

Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed?
* Closed.

Does anything on your body itch right now?
* Nope.

Does every family have a crazy uncle?
* I guess yes.

Have you ever had sex in a tent?
* Nope.

What about in a boat?
* In the Future! In a BoatHOUSE! Always wanted to be in one! =D

Do you find it hard to trust others?
* Hmmm, yea.

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
* On the phone.

How's your most recent ex doing?
* Haha, not good.?

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
* Bi?! Yes I have!

Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000?
* Yup.

Do you always find it cute when a guy calls you babe/baby?
* Immune to it luh.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
* Daryl & Danny

What are you wearing on your feet?
* Nothing.

Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
* yea, Sometimes I forget. =P Ma Bad!

Would you rather date someone older than you or younger?
* older i guess.

What are you excited about?
* Next WK!

Last time you were called cute?
* Just now, by Sonia! =P

Do you miss the way things used to be?
* I'm livin in the Present. =) *but I sorta miss something/1*

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
* Finger & Hand again!

Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
* yes.

Have you ever drank alcohol?
* yes.

Been drunk and threw up?
* yes.

Have you ever walked on the beach?
* yes.

What's the best part about being single?
* Life's Good.

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
* Doesn't Everyone?

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
* Yes I can.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an J?
* Err.. Yea!

Would you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
* Yea.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
* yes.

Are any of your friends virgins?
* yes.

Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?
* I dun want just anyone!

Do you have a bad temper?
* Now not so.

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
* A lot of ppl la.

Anything happen to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
* Really angry.. no.

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
* Sigh.. This time I can be strong!

Do you remember who you liked on New Year's day?
* Didnt like any1 but... Heyhey!

2009-09-14T16:30:00.004+08:00

Can't Wait!

Was Skyping with Loverr Last night Till 4ish am.
She was Showing me some of the Buys that she got.
She Got some killer Stilettos!
Frigg'in Hot!
She made me Realise that I really REALLY Can't Wait!
But Before that I need to go get a Big Black Bag!
So that I can stuff some important things in for that Night

&& Most importantly,
I needa get a pair of leggings w/o the ugly lines showing Cause My tops jus long enough to cover my ass
But if i'm gonna go crazy with Hands in the air, Top's gonna be pulled up!
So abit the unglamourous huh!

Yepp.

Wanna get Violet Contacts.

WedNight!

2009-09-14T03:58:00.001+08:00

http://e-clubbing.com/ladies-night/

Wed!

LoverrComin!

2009-09-13T23:47:00.009+08:00

I miss Soba.

How li'dat now?

They happen to be putting a lot of Dance Movies on TV.

Very Tempting ah.

&& Oh Oh!

Wanna Know Something?!?!?!?!?!?!

LOVERR's COMING BACK ON THE 17th!

The SEVENTEEN'th!

=D !

Hehex.

Eh Please la, Take care of your Health can!

Before You kenna Hospitalise or something!

*TouchWood*

TAKE CARE LA Shiiz-o-Toot!

So Currently all I'm Having is a Soar throat.

Sexy Voice!

Hahaha

But it's gettin better.

Haha,

Loverr Pridicted the reason for my illness well!

LOL!

Guys.

They are weird.

Haha

About Time I really get used to em.

They Care sooo much..

Tryna pull a fast one?

Maybe?

There's so many out there.

&It kinda gets annoying

Cause they are all clingy & "caring" beyond the words its self!

Stop pushing yo Luck Buddy!

Go Find some else to play yo tricks on!

I can identify the frens, but the others....

Can't they get the hint?

Or is it just me?

I don't like this spot.

It annoys me!

OMG!

I think I need a GirlFriend!

Raaar!

C'mon it's about time Visha gets some L Word Action!

It's 3yrs ALREADY!

OMGoodness!

I'm wayy too Laid-Back!

Right ok.

I wanna Watch Proposal!

Who wanna Come with me?!

I really wanna watch it!

Heard it's a GOOD MOVIE!

-:?:-

Ok Frens I ask you k.

Rebond hair-Straight for abt 6 mths I think

My Natural hair- The one tt curls/remains straight upon the the hairs own mood?

So, Should I Rebond or Leave it as it is

Did I tell ya'll that I Love SUE!

Ian Chalet

2009-09-13T17:54:00.005+08:00

Yst:
Dad Brought me to the SPCA.
Saw Joyce there with her Uncle & Aunt.
They were adopting a Dog.
Played with the Hot Shot Huskies!
& Also with the other breeds luh.

Then We went to Serangoon to Makan,
While gg to our destination, we happen to walk pass this Puppies Shop!
What a Coincidence!
This white Maltese was the only pup I could see from outside the shop.
The Only puppy that caught my eye!
& the only puppy that was Happily Playing with me!
Super Cute I tell ya!

Anw Aft Food, Dad Dropped me at Bugis.
Met Sue there & made our way to DownTown.
Went to Diana's Chalet.
Was Nice to Meet up with the People I once used to hang out with on a regular Basis!
Haha.
Jason always being the Clown.
Billa always being the Nonsensical Childhood Fren I know him as!
Maggie being Billa's ying yang.
Aaron being Nice..etc
=)

Yep came back home before 3am.
Knocked out at 6!

I'm gonna miss doing things Illegally

Mogan

2009-09-11T22:23:00.004+08:00

Went to Nabin's again.

Brought the girly cousin there.

I really like that place la.

Good atmosphere.

Sonia came around 10?

&After Eleven is when the party acty starts Crackin!

They played clubbin songs

The urge to go Clubbin was High!

Oh!

&Like how Sonia met a Rakesh,

Visha met a Mogan.

Visha was Lost!

Hahaha,

but I guess it's time to kick out that Laid-Back attitude of mine.

Anw Mr.Nabin recognises me! Whoohoo!

Yepp.

Well I'm Currently ill.

I've had this swollen left lower lip for 2 days.

I dunno how I got it, but it's reali red!

Looks like I've got lipstick on.

Hmm, i like the shade of red though! =P !

Hahaha

okok.

Today's Diana's Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA B****** D'SILVA!

<3!

Haha, Was to head on down to DownTown

but the medication got the better of me.

I've to meet her tomo though!

I gotta!

Sorry Sue & Son.

The Medication had worked it's Charm!

AM SORRY!

Kick it & Get Real.

Better Player

2009-09-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

You know girl/boy..
You're a weird lil'person.
You need to Understand certain things in your life already.
I'm Older than you,
the things you do,..
BEEN there, DONE that.

So When you play mind Games with me,
Trust Me,
I Know where ya heading to.

I wanna be nice to you, but don't push it.
Bitch abt me if ya wanna.
Not gonna bother.
Cause I know whom are the people that you'd be Bitchin to.
So yea.

I have a reason for everything in Life.
Don't make me push you in my Hate List, has I dun wanna start one with you being the first.

You still got Lot to learn.
Cause when you play with Sarcasm,
The Bitch in me Does a lil Dance & pops out.
And you wouldn't want that.
okay, you can go call up someone or Instant Msg yo Khakis now about my lil post for ya.
=]

Two can play the Game.

4bia

2009-09-10T04:04:00.002+08:00

Didn't look it up.

Bored so I went 'Click'.

oww...

Hahahaha! I swear It cracked me up!

OhWells,

Anywhoo, It's SEPTEMBER!

It's Freaking SEP-TEMBER!

SEP-TEM-BER !

Yoohhooo!

SEPPY SEP-TEMBER.

Hmmm...

Nahh,

Still don't feel it.

Oh WatF, Anw Came back from Yishun.

Watched 4bia.

Was a Good Movie.

Yes I know I'm Out-dated.

Having another Cousin's Night Out tomo.

The 2 Girlies are excited to try on the Birthday Tops/Dresses I bought em.

So Bringin em out.

The Boys are joining in too I guess.

&&I found a Flaw!

Mr Patric who repaired my Laptop, did something to my Bluetooth file transfer thing.

I can't accept many files at 1 go!

Dang!

Annoyance!

Pfft!

190909 =)

Finally!

2009-09-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

Ok, So my Laptop Crash-ed.

Got it repaired aft like 1 wk.

Did my 1st blog-shoppin.

Kinda Fun.

Celebrated Cynthia's Birthday.

Met a few IJ Lovelies.

Watched The Time Traveller's Wife.

Niice Movie.

I MISS LOVERR LIKE A SEX-ADDICT MISSING HER SEX!

At Yishun Now.

Vanita's Place.

Having a lil'Cousin Bonding Session.

All the Father's Side's Here.

Nice to see em after c.b.a wks later.

Tomo Meetin Me Forze Baebay!

Champagne at Bugis!

Love me Baby!

Oru Poiyavathu Solle kannae

2009-09-03T16:04:00.002+08:00

I like all the Songs from Jodi!

Male:

Oru poiyavathu solle kannae
un kathal naanthan endru.
antha sollil uyire vaalvaen

oru poiyavathu solle kannae
un kathal naanthan endru.
antha sollil uyire vaalvaen

pookalil unnal sattham
aadi mounathil unnal yudham
ethai thanguma en nenjemme
ethai thanguma en nenjemme

Unmaiyum poimayum pakkum pakkum thaan
romba pakkum pakkum thaan
parthaal rendum ondru thaan

pazhukkum, kazhukkum,
vannam ondru thaan
parkkum kangal ondru thaan
undal rendum vaeru thaan

Female:

eravinae thiratheee
aaaah aaaahnaaal

eravinae thiratheee
kanmaniyin
kural seiythanoe
kanmaniyin
kural seiythanoe
Nilavinn oli edutthu
kangall seithaanoe... ohh

vinmeen vinmeen kondu
viralil nagam samaiththu
minnalin eethigal konde
kai raegai seithaano
vaadai katru pattu
vayathukku vantha pookal
kondu thangam thangam poosi thoal seithanoe

aanaal pennai ullam kallil seithuvaithaanoe
kaathal kannai ullam kallil seithuvaithaanoe

oru poiyavathu solle kannae
un kathal naanthan endru.
antha sollil, uyire vaalvaen.

oru poiyavathu solle kannae
un kathal naanthan endru.
antha sollil, uyire vaalvaen.

pookalil unnal sattham
aada mounathil unnal yudham
ethai thanguma en nenjemme
thanguma en nenjemme

Unmaiyum poimayum pakkum pakkum thaan
romba pakkum pakkum thaan
parthaal rendum ondru thaan

pazhukkum, kazhukkum,
vannam ondru thaan
parkkum kangal ondru thaan
unnal rendum vaeru thaan

nilaviniennakku arugil katiyathu nithanae
arugil katiyathu nithanae
malarin mugavarigal sonnathum nithanae -- aah
katru boomi vaanam kaathal pesum maegum
arimugam seiythathu yar yar en anbae neethanae
gangai gangai atrai kavithaigal kondu varum
kaaveri otrai kanneer kai thanthaval neethanae

aanaal uyire nenjai mattum mudivaithaayae
kaadhal neerae anenjai mattum mudivaitthaayae

oru poiyavathu solle kannae
un kathal naanthan endru.
antha sollil, uyire vaalvaen

oru poiyavathu solle kannae
un kathal naanthan endru.
antha sollil, uyire vaalvaen

pookalil unnal sattham
aada mounathil unnal yudham
ethai thanguma en nenjemme
thanguma en nenjemme

Unmaiyum poimayum pakkum pakkum thaan
romba pakkum pakkum thaan
parthaal rendum ondru thaan

pazhukkum, kazhukkum,
vannam ondru thaan
parkkum kangal ondru thaan
unnal rendum vaeru thaan

LostHOPE

2009-09-03T00:14:00.002+08:00

You make things soo Hard that I feel Like Punching myself for even trying to make things between us better!

Sorry to say but my Hope has ran WAY TOO LOW.

DarylShankLoverrMe

2009-09-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

Ok so I was woken up by Loverr at 8am.

Took my time to shower.

Watched the News for a while ( cause mummy removed the SMART card from the SCV box because she wanted us to slp early)

Got readied by 10 sharp.

Called up Son to Join us for the day.

Lazed & met Loverr at 12.10am

Went to Bugis.

Sat at Mac's, ate & sent some 'Documents' to Loverr's mum (through laptop).

Son Bus-ed down.

Daryl & Shank MRT-ed down.

Met them all and went to LJS.

Sue came then & joined us.

After that headed down to Nabin's

We are not life-less la.

We were intro-in the place to Daryl & Shank.

1st timers.

So not Life-less k!

We nice.

They enjoyed it.

Son & Sue left at 3.

We Continued.

Girls had Cocktails & the guys had Beer.

They are Great Company.

Finally talked to Shank.

Was Fun la!

Can't Wait!

Gotta do this again!

But you know what?!

Thinking about it

I'll Fcuk Care my Ego.

I'll text him or call him even if I have to!

I like this bunch of friends!

I'm not gonna spoil it.

I would Love to call them for my 60th wedding anniversary!

Haha! Ok THAT ONE too much ready!

Hahaha, But I wanna keep them around for a real Long time!

They are AWESOME!

It's so Difficult because I got to know all this Awesome friends through M.

But I aint talking to M.

See my Problem?

Yupp.

So I'm gonna make things better.

I want this F'ship to work out..

Visha! I know u can do it!

Throw away the Ego or whatever that's in your Way!

Make everyone Happy!

Whoo hoo!

Let's be Friends again!

oohh Who am I Kidding.

Nonono! VISHA!

Just do it Bitch!

Arrgh!

There's more than meets the eye.

Shank

2009-09-02T11:38:00.002+08:00

Morning Diseased World!

I'm Expecting Smoke, Drinks, Squeals, Excitement and "Gahh!"s later this Afternoon.

DashDaryl.

2009-09-01T20:44:00.001+08:00

Daryl Made My Evening.

Burden

2009-09-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

Yup.

Messed up.

Got everthing I want around me.

Good Friends.

Good (maybe not so) Family

Good Life.

But I'm still Messed up.

Don't Ask Me Qns.

Feel the weight?

1Sep.

2009-09-01T19:49:00.005+08:00

1 September:
Watched Kandasamy with Dash.

Bumped into San's Fly.

& the parents never forget to Mistake me as Dash or Dash's Sister!
Chilled at Starbucks.
Crapped.
Went back Home.
=)

31 August:

Watched Final Destination 3D with Thangachi, Lavalicious & Sis.

Had Lunch with Lavania & Vicky.

Met Suta & Sonia ltr.

Went to Arab Street & SheeSha-ed.

I had major fun.

Sue & Son made my Day!

Returned home at 11.

Take care my Friend.

L byebye!

2009-09-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

This is so Fucking Complicated.

I can't even arrange a Shiiz!

Fuck!

What kinda F-ed up F am I?!

I'm sorry.

It's all My Fault!

Stupid me!

STUPID VISHA!

Fuck off & Die la!

Lambor Babies!

2009-08-30T23:03:00.003+08:00

OH OH! Lamborghini GAVE BIRTH!
Wahahahha!
OH OH Lambor is My House Hamster by the way.
She's a Very Active Hamster but was exceptionally quite today.
She usually runs around when human comes near her cage.
When checking on her today, she seem very tired & didnt wanna come out from her little house( which she had stuff w tissue & Newspaper)
The Lil'Critters are like small then the tip of a human's pinky Finger.
I saw 4 lil'critters inside the cozed up house.
Dunno how many there are excactly
Feel Like a Proud.. Aunty!
Ahahahahha!

I miss you la MoFo Face!

Soba!

2009-08-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

Met Soba aft xyx mths later.

Hanged.

Talked.

Met her Uncle & Aunty.

Ate.

Crapped.

& Hadda Good Day out!

Met Thangachi the following day.

Was to watch Final Destination 3d, but cudn't cause they decided to be Farkin Strict about the M18 part!

Dang em!

& today is Sat, Stayed home, watch my Tamanah being a bitch

& Watch Taare Zameen Par ( Cute lil'Dufer )

LOL!

Love that Boy!

Reminded me of IJ tamil Class!

Cause we watched it has a Class in SCHOOL!

=D !

Miss em!

Maybe we should have a Tamil IJ Gathering!

Hahahahahhha!

Why not?!

Yepp tomo's.. omg! tomo's sunday!

I wanna go out! I'm bored to Death!

Needa JOB!

Dang!

I've said what I gotta say, it's up to you now.

U woman!

2009-08-26T19:10:00.000+08:00

Angered:

I reali thing you should Shut Up

& MYOB!

Once bitten, twice shy:

2009-08-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

Once bitten, twice shy:

If somebody is said to be once bitten twice shy,

it means that someone who has been hurt or who has had something go wrong

will be far more careful the next time.

GetLoose

2009-08-26T15:35:00.004+08:00

"You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,"

I sooooo wanna CLUB!

Get Loose,

Move My Shoulders Forward

Head Back!

Get it in Control,Get it on the Flo'

& Let'em know what's Happening!

=D !

Hit the DanceFloor & act like nobody else in here!

Aft UT!

2009-08-25T21:06:00.008+08:00

Today was Awesome!
End of UT,
Start of Hols,
& a Great Day Out w My Favourite GirlFriend!

Oh! and Vicky Joined Us.

Went to Arab Street,

SheeSha-ed!

Talk Crap,

Got a Lil'Sun-Tan,

& had Tons of Cam-Whorin!

=D !

I'm sure ya'll can see that!

It was a real nice way to end the Stressful period. I Miss J ! Hmmm, make it an MJ! =P

We all need a 2nd chance...after all we are mere Humans.

24thAug'09

2009-08-25T20:52:00.003+08:00

Ohoh! 24th has passed!
Judgement Dayy for my BestFriend...
So the court is in session:

& after one month of being your 'Friend'

I declare that this F'ship

... has ended... .. .

Your wish is my command, my friend.

KeriHilson

2009-08-25T06:53:00.003+08:00

A Prmoise in the Dark
"Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it"

-Keri Hilson-

Today's the end o UT3!

Got many things planned ahead!

WhooHooo!

Time to Meet up Old'Buddies!

Sorry that I haven't been there for you'll

Will make it up!

You know I still Loooooove Ya'll!

Good Morning Cold World!

Lalalalalala!

2009-08-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

When was the last time someone said you were hot?
Last Week.

When did you last lie with a straight face?
yst.

What is the most money you have spent on a gift?
188 on a ring.

Ever taken pics you regret?
Nope.

Would you rather live in the country, city, or suburbs?
Cityy

Last time you were truly in love?
3 years ago.

Do you think all guys think with their little head?
Ain't sure. =P Guy Frens are cool though.

Ever taken money from a stranger?
Nope.

Who is on your mind right now?
HotShot.

Do you think piercings are sexy?
Certain ones on certain ppl.

Who did you last curse at?
Myself.

Do you donate blood?
Nope.

Are you religious?
hmm, yea.

Where did you graduate from?
CHIJ sec- TOA PAYOH!

Do you like your job?
Not workin but wud love to!

Are you healthy or do you have medical problems?
a lil bit of both.

Do you have any ridiculous fears?
haha, yeah.

What is the most disgusting thing you have ever seen on the internet?
The Guy's *toot* Yeeesh!

What should you be doing right now?
studyin for PROGRAMMING!

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Cotton On & footwear

Do you regret doing anything over the last week?
Nope.

If you could have any type superpower what would it be?
Teleportation.

Who will be the next president of the United States?
That person over there.

When did you last have a great kiss?
yrs ago!

What are your current goals?
Make em Proud & uphold it.

What so far is being single best moment of your life?
The upcomin Hols & HotShot.

Do you watch the olympics?
yea.. Here & There.

What do you do to try and help the environment?
Encourage others not to Smoke! =P

What is your most favorite meal in the world?
guessing Supper!

What do you think of guys that wear pink shirts?
Hmm, Daring! XP

What is your favorite breed of dog?
Huskies. Hot la!

Do you dislike any celebrities?
Yea, quite a few.

Do you return purchases back to the store often?
ah No.

Is there any TV shows you wish were still on the air?
=/

What hobby would people be suprised that you enjoy?
Nth reali. In short; notta Bimbo.
=)

In the last year have you learned or improved on any skills?
Yepp!

Are there "friends" in your life that you wish werent in your life?
Hmmm. No.

Is there any accent that you find sexy?
oh yeah!

Do you prefer yellow or white gold?
White gold.

Do you know what your birth flower is?
Nope

Would others say you are open minded?
Yeaa.

Do you honestly consider yourself a good friend?
I have been.

Are you looking forward to anything that is happening in the next 24 hours?
YES! THE END OF UT, esp PROGRAMMING!

Have you ever set up friends and they ended up together long term?
Haha, no long terms.

If you could have any person in the room with you right now who would it be?
My future bf/gf

What were you doing right before you started this
Texting & Chatting.

ProgDay

2009-08-24T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm Sitting at the Next table.
Hello!
I can hear ya'll mention my name ...like...from the begining of yo arrival.
Hiding behind the screen and talking doesn't make it any discreet either!

Anwhoo, Tomo's my Last paper. PROGRAMMING! Arggh!

No choice, gotta Mug!

Never did study for it!

Still Craving for Chocolate Ice Cream!

It's Cold here in AMK.

Jus had 3 sticks,

I wanna Watch MOVIE!

I already know the Game and I've Been through it.

Sam & Dash

2009-08-24T04:35:00.006+08:00

S'Funny who comes to your Rescue in your Time of Need.
I'm Glad for these Real Friends.
Most of em are able to identify when a Friend is in need of them.
& these Friends don't need Explanations.
They just stick by you.
Some come around unexpectedly.
You never knew that they did care.
But there they are.
I'm Happy to know there's at least ONE real fren in my Life.

This is for U- Though we aint close, aft thinking about it. I know I don't wanna lose a Friend like u. U were the only one who could keep me on track or at least used to keep me on track. Always brought me back to reality. Made sense. I'm sorry for being a Bitch in your Life.
I don't think I've asked this from u yet; Please Forgive me. For all the Shiiz I put you through. I'm really sorry.

The Distance doesn't mean they don't Care.
It just goes to show that they mean it when they say

"I've got yo back. Fall freely w/o holding back"

with a smile.

Thank you.

Unexpected but Thank you.

JHao

2009-08-24T03:04:00.002+08:00

"Work like you don't need the money,

sing like no one is listening,

love like you've never been hurt,

and dance like you do when nobody's watching."

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

but by the moments that takes our breath away."

"The risk takers might not live long, but the cautious never live at all"

Will STUDY!

MathsMon

2009-08-23T01:33:00.003+08:00

Visha is not Concentrating on her studies.

Visha is Distracted.

Visha doesn't have the Mood.

Visha wants to run Away.

But Visha wants to know

that there will be someone who would truly miss her

& shed real tears.

Yea, not in this era!

My Beautiful Lady (Roja)

2009-08-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

They are putting the Roja Movie on TV.

THEN I heard THAT Song!

Haha,

The Only one that U EVER Dedicated to me.

In a way it's still special, though I hate the Movie.

Miss U la HotShot!

I can't believe I just said that

MOVIE

2009-08-21T18:14:00.005+08:00

I wanna Watch:

Final Destination
G.I JOE
The Proposal
BandSlam
UP
G-Force (maybe)
& The Vickram Movie! (Tamil)

Found Murali's EyeBrow Stud!

=))

18 Hopeless.

2009-08-20T15:04:00.003+08:00

Almost 18 years are gone & I'm still Hopeless.
& I thought I knew it all.

Fuck the world.
I'm living for myself from today onwards.

Being a Bitch.

cUT3 Elf

2009-08-19T15:53:00.004+08:00

Saw the Elf this morning too!

Right after I tapped out at Woodlands!

Raar!

cUT3 stuff!

Good way to start My Morning!

Saw Shorini and Diana Jo today.

Was good to see my Abang aft sooo Looong!

Miss Her La!

Felt Peaceful today.

If u think u aint in no Fault,

I would like to say that

I dun understand your Attitude and Behaviour.

There's no attempt.

Cut3

2009-08-19T01:34:00.003+08:00

c.UT3 = Cute

=P (random)

OMG,
The Cute Guy!
Sooo Close!
Crossed my path!
Danngg!
Made my day la!

Couldn't stop smiling all the way to Woodlands la. Fren though I was Mad!
Raaar!
He's reali Cute! (So Elf-Like!)
& acty quite tall than I expected.
=D !

Must be cause I saw J's face today.
=)

Anw, Came Home Knocked out
Slept till 10
Took a Shower
Ate
&
Revising now.

UT3 Has Officially Started!

Ten Ten Thennn!

Wish me Luck Homies!

Dyin Mouths!

2009-08-18T15:46:00.003+08:00

True colours come out in the Most unexpected ways.
&
the words people mouth up.
My God!

I dun think I want u

Flu flu go away

2009-08-18T10:47:00.003+08:00

Oh & the flu is here to stay.

Fuckk I hate flu during the Exam period!

It's reali annoying!

The worst part is,

W1 is the Coldest Block on Campus

& it sure aint helping me out in anw!

Danngg!

Oh wells, anw it's the last day with the class,

Might as well keep a happy face!

Positive Attitude's Good!

Don't gotta drag your friends down cause of once suffering!

Yepp

Ordering Pizza!

Hopefully I have the Appetite and Hope that my Taste buds aint dead yet.

Flu Flu go Away,

Oh oh! yst, 2 of my friends and me did the most dumbest thing!

I came up to class through the stairwasys & turned towards the wrong side to head to class!

But thank god I didnt do what Amanda did!

She took the same way up & was acty about to enter a CLASS!

haha! & she was wondering how come the class was early and filled on a Programming day!

Haha! LOL!

Ain't Sure about Cecilia, but she too went to the wrong class and acty turned the knob!

Hahahaha!

Weird la yst!

;Come again another day.

B&J

2009-08-17T11:38:00.004+08:00

Nope, The Craving Hasn't Died!

School didn't have Chocolate Fudge Brownie though!

But wat-F!

Chocolate is Chocolate!

Raaar!

=D !

Don't worry, I DID share with my Mates!

Killer Silence

2009-08-16T20:54:00.004+08:00

The Silence is Killing...

The worst part is... .
..it's Everywhere

Broken Promises.. BestFriend

2009-08-16T02:25:00.004+08:00

While talking to Riyach, I just realised that aft 2yrs, I've acty did things that I assured myself that I wud never will easily do.

I made a Promise

I made a BestFriend.

&
They Both ended up Broken... .. .

. .. ... as always.

MATHS-A <3 !

2009-08-15T22:42:00.008+08:00

My Maths Facilitator made my Evening la!

Seriously!

Yep, he's the one that I assumed who had Major issues with me.

Comments for Individual:

Vishalini, you have been a great student for all the problems. Do keep up your high level of committment and hardwork, and i do believe you will certainly do well for your remaining modules.
I am very lucky to have taught you and would certainly hope to be your facilitator again.
All the best for the upcoming UT3. And if you need any help, i will always be at an email away or on my msn.

HAPPINESS!

LOL!

Oh BTW, I got the EXPECTED A !

Raaar!

Love Him!

Haha, Anw, Met Sam & Frens.

Was Nice to see em all

but it was Awesome talking to Sam aft sooo Loooong.

She's still like the Golden Friend I used to know her as.

Love her la!

She has been the Best Pair of Ears.. for me that is!

It was like good old times where we just sat and talked.

Reminds me of our IJ days in the ART ROOM!

Man, do i miss those Days!

Craving very badly for chocolate!

Ate a tub of Choco Ice cream within like 3 days!

I'm having a very un-healthy diet now days.

Can feel the sickness/weakness kicking through my entire body.

& my skin is starting to react to my heavy consumtion of Chocolates!

Ohwells, am living for myself only what.

Who Cares!

Yepp.

Omg, I'm Missing Certain Someone(s) in My Life.

...Doubt it.

Lifeless!

2009-08-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

ANGERED:

Bitch Bitch Bitch!

Is That All Ya'll Do?!

Give it a Rest Already!

Stop Beating around the Bushes

Move on with Da Freaking Lifes!

...that is if you'll have one la.

*Shrugs*

OhWells. =]

Phil Collins-U'll be in my Heart

2009-08-14T20:55:00.001+08:00

Was browsing through the channels & saw Phil Collins Songs being Played.
I've always liked his song.
Like his Voice too.
=P

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here dont you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us cant be broken
I will be here dont you cry

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

Why cant they understand the way we feel
They just dont trust what they cant explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

Dont listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
Theyll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
Theyll see in time, I know

Well show them together cuz...

Youll be in my heart
I believe, youll be in my heart
Ill be there from this day on
Now and forever more

Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart always

Always...
Ill be with you
Ill be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Ill be there always

Phil Collins, you made my day!

=))

FAQ

2009-08-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

FAQ

"Why soo Quiet?"

it's u!

2009-08-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

Maybe that's just really who you were/are

oh wells.

Shitty Indeed.

Haha, Enhancer!

...cause I saw the Efforts u put in to "help"

LeaveMe

2009-08-12T15:20:00.001+08:00

~~Leave me alone please.~~

YingYang

2009-08-12T10:05:00.000+08:00

My maths Facil, the one that thought I was some emo kid who can't be bothered with Life has been using RESERVE Psychology with me. I dunno what prompt him to start off rough with me but well, it sure got me working harder to prove him that I can do it!
=P
HehHeh!
Well, entered class this morning & he congratulated on a job well done for my UT. Good to hear Good things in da Morning.
Esp at this point.
=)

Anw, I made ONE Decision that I know I'll Regret for sure but I have my Reasons.
Good things never Last.
Just as I Feared.
Life was tooo Good to be True!
But that's the thing.
When there's Ying,
Yang Definitely bound to come around.
=)

Be my Fren?

2009-08-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

Want to be a Friend to me?
For now atleast?
I won't tie you down.
Assured!
I'll make the Promise if you want me to?
=S
Eat me up S'pore.

Ba Myint

2009-08-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

He's too Good to be True I Swear!
He's Good in All Modules!
He's Soo Smart
that sometimes his work
practically explains what the Facil's 6P is suppose to explain!
&that happens like almost EVERYDAY!
He's just too Good to be True!
My Goodness!
I Wish I had his Brains!
My Life would be
dreamed
Planned
& Leading me to FORTUNE!
Sigh!
Lucky people!
Like Seriously!
How can this be?!
I still cant accept the Fact that he's Omega SMART!
He's Practically a Genius among us!
Raaaaaar!
Jealous Bone!
Show me the Money

Them & Fam

2009-08-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

And just when I thought things can't get any *Blerr*
Things JUST did.
How great eh!
Wow
Great
Fantastic
Balleh
Woo Hoo to Me!
WOW!

Scrape Goat.

2009-08-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

All my fucked up life I've given up Everything for them. Never told this to anyone till this year. Where I told 2 people only.
But it's not about me telling.
The thing is,
Will I still keep giving up for them?

Yes.
Yes I will.
Till the Day I Perish,
I will.

As Much as I can.
Because I'm Arrogant that I've Studied.
Because I'm the Educated Fool.
& I'll Continue to be it willingly,
Like How I did all My Life.
=)

Thinesh's Niece

2009-08-09T16:13:00.000+08:00

Ain't She Precious!
Tk3's Lil Niece.
Like da Name.
Unique.
=]

Eve of NDP

2009-08-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

So after prayers at Family Fren's House, headed back home got changed & met my sis, bro & their friends.
Geetha & Vanita tagged along.
Went down to Boat Quay
Met a Few of my Friends Down there.
Talked Shiiz had fun got high on Sheesha.
haha
Hadda Sex on Da Beach,
Enjoyed the enviroment,
Sat near Central
at Clarke Quay
& watched people being thrown around in balls
Haha!
Was a bit Funnae!
=P
Yea!
Cabbed back home at 3
Played with my sis Hamster's
Saw Lexus F-in Lambo!
Wahahahahhaha!
Funnae Sight!
Overall the day was FUN!
& yea K.O-ed at 4!
=)
& I'll be Thinking about you.

KJSD

2009-08-09T14:49:00.000+08:00

At SubWay.

At S-11

Jason da Creature!

& At Hog's Breathe (or something like that)

Happy Advance S'pore!

2009-08-08T17:23:00.000+08:00
Met Diana bunk somewhere this week
Went to Bishan with Sue & Son,
Met up with Billa, Haree, Jason, Maggie, Botak.
Realli Miss those times.
Talked Nonsense & Had Tons of Fun!
Haha, Da Jason a.k.a Da Creature!
I Enjoy Bullyin him!
waka waka! XP !

haha, yea. Anw, today is Saturday. Planning to go for the countdown later. =) Hopefully I do get to go.

Needs:
Black Bands
Cotton On Skirt
Cotton On TOPS
Cotton On Footware
New Pair of Earings
New Piercing
To Lose Tummy Fats
To Start Studying Hard

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Português

2009-08-07T11:02:00.000+08:00

Bom dia!-Good morning.
Olá, tudo bem?-Hello, how are you?
Qual é o seu nome, por favor? -What’s your name, please?
Pode me chamar de Visha!-You can call me Visha!
Prazer em conhecê-la!- Nice to meet you!
Estou aprendendo Português!-I’m learning Portuguese!

Agora(now), I'm Veryy Hungryy! Gonna Pig! Oh with the Portugese, Have 2 brasileiros in my Class.
It's so Fun Learning the Language!
kk
Tchau(Goodbye!) for now!
=D

August TIME!

2009-08-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey! So, I've got a New SKINN!
So Exciting!
Haha!
Will Update the Blog completly soooon!
=D
So, August is here alrready.
First There's Becca's B'day..
Followed by NATIONAL DAY!
Then Sonia's!
She's gonna Party! * Put yo hands in the Ayer*
=D
BUT BEFORE THAT!
The Final UT for THIS Semester!

UT3 !
*Ten ten ten
thenn!*
=O !
ON TOP OF THAT,
I've only got LESS then 2 Wks with My Beloved Class!
=.(
I WILL MISS EM!
Anw, gonna eat now,
Came home today & Knocked out after my Shower.
Hopefully I Get to Meet My Sick Sunshine tomo.
hmmm, Thinking about doing my hair too
Dunno, if tomo Da plan's confirmed with Sonia!
Tomo soo Packedd!
I Miss My BFF!
&I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?

2009-08-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

EXCITMENT because... .. .

2009-08-01T19:40:00.000+08:00
OMG!
National Day's Comin!
Gotta Make Plans!
=D
Excitement because
I get to meet up with FRIENDS
Stay out LATE
&
Have FUN!
Where to?!
Who with?!
What Time?!

2009-07-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

"An average performer with a good attitude is much better
compared to an
outstanding performer with an attitude problem"

WIDE! (If u know what I mean!)

2009-07-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

Just Found Da Pics!
Always the Same Pose While Eating!
=P

2009-07-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

Yea, I Love Ma B-Atch A LOT!
=)

2009-07-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

<3>

/ \ / \

2009-07-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'll try to be the BestFriend who won't use Vulgarities in front of you.
I'm Sorry.
I do Respect you.

28/6/09

2009-07-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

I just realised that It Would have Been 3.9 (9/27)

Anywhoos, YES I met DASH today & YES I Went to Cotton On.
Dragging my Mum there Soooooon!
Anw, Ate like a SWINE today at some HOG's watever place.
Big Plate = Much Much Food!
& with Sonia & Dash there Def was a Cam-Whorin Session!
Yupp, Day was Good.

Procrastination,
running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead.
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day,
another casualty.
And that wont happen to me.
Not again.. not this time.

IJ Homies = FuLove!

2009-07-27T21:55:00.000+08:00
I realise that IJ Homies = HAPPINESS! (It's always been actually)

ANW, I MISS DASH! Hopefully I meet her tomorrow.
I wanna Go Cotton On!
Heard the Novena one got Expanded!
Sooo Exciting!
Tomo Last Day Discount!
I Wanna SHOP!

I miss SUE too!
Raaar!

& Jagan can somehow make my day!
=)
Fuckin Insensitive People!

Sat - 25th July'09

2009-07-26T14:25:00.000+08:00
Ok, Overall, I Liked Saturday. My Friends made me feel Goooood ! =)
Thanks Sue, Loverr & M!
You Made the day of Drinking Great! (For me At least)
=D
Onli wished that SONIA had come.
Would have been BETTER.
Nvm, There's always a Next Time.
& SHE BETTER BE THERE!

Anw, Drank Raws,
& I was still fine.
Guess my Alchhol intake is increasing!
No puking, Not much of peeing either!
=P
Hahaha!

Anw, KISHEN, Ah San & Thombi came after!
I cannot rmb seeing Thombi there though but the other 2 yes.
Cause I rmb screwin Kishen up ( with words)
& Ah San Is just the most Cutest Thing at the moment, so how to forget him!
=P
Haha, Sorry Thombi!
(Thombi was my Next Door Neighbour once upon a time! Knew him since Kindergarden & younger!)

Yepp.
Saurday Nights Drinkin = A Better Visha night by night.
LOL.
I'm da Bomb, I'm Unpredictable ( Complicated maybe)
so don't act like you know me.

Best Friend 24th July'09 !

2009-07-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

I Believe in Best Friends now
=)
I Did this By Myself! (Coloured it through Paint Software) Took Me quite a While,
but The OutCome Still Looks GREAT!
Don't you think?!
=D !
The Traditional Friend who makes sense.

2009-07-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

The Talents that Humans have.
The Ability to be Fake.
But remember
We can see through it.
& the We-s are what we call Friends.

Formal Day 23rd July'09

2009-07-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

W14D Girls
W14D

SONIA!

SONIA & M.

My Enterprise Group.
My BOUNCERS! =D

Sanjay a.k.a AhSan! <3 !

2009-07-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

I Love this Sexy Chindian Boy.
He can make my EVERY-day with his short-tongue Speech!
=D

Miss Me When I'm Gone.

2009-07-20T22:03:00.000+08:00
I'll start doin what my Biatch told me to do...
one by one...
I'll take them down...
Remove em...
with no second thoughts..
knowing that once it's gone..
It's GONE for good..
Never to turn..
& look at it again.

It's Time Visha.
You know you can do it.
It's been too long..
you gotta do it..
for your Family...
& for Friends who have always cared...
Both..
wanting the best for you.

It's been too long already Visha...
Time to let go...
get back on track...
Be yourself.

I'm just glad that I'm not Fake...
Yes, I may have been a Bitch...
But I've kept my words till today...
The Promises that I keep till today..
I still hold by them...
But ya'll...
Are the reason why I Don't Promise or Swear...

Not gonna watse a second on Bitches & Bastards..
Backstabbers who are "Friends"...
People who lie between their teeth...
Deceive without the thought of others...
They themself don't care...
Thanks for the lies...

Makes me so mad just thinking about all this "Friends"
But, ohwells,
Everything happens for a Reason.
Hope You Remember Me When I'm Gone..
Cause Nobody..
& I mean Nobody can be me or be what I was when I was with you('ll).

You'll Miss Me When I'm Gone.

FakeLaughs.

2009-07-20T10:26:00.001+08:00
You Know we Both sense the Fakeness in each other's laughter when we talk sometimes.
Can't Hide that Fact.
I've missed you.

.Everyday

2009-07-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

Everyday, of my life
wanna find you there
wanna hold on tight

Gonna run,
while we're young
&
keep da Faith.
=)

feels weak. ... .. .

2009-07-16T12:45:00.001+08:00
I swear I jus wanna cry.
Jus cry everything out.
My Heart feels Heavy but I'm not sure why.
I really jus wanna cry alone..
in peace.