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Wednesday, December 22, 2010
7:57 AM

Thanks For Everything D.G
=)

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

Tuesday, December 21, 2010
3:27 AM



That's it! Next year, by Hook or by Crook, I'm getting this!

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

Monday, December 6, 2010
7:03 PM

&there it goes again. The Drama. I'm sorry Boy but Life's' just Like that for me. I'm better of being alone. All I ever wanted was to be completely and Madly in Love with one Person and to grow old with whoever it was. But Life took a whole new twist right after my Depression.

Cross my Heart and Hope to Die, I was ready to Fight for my Life, my Love. But it was Blown. gone. Vanished. Full Stop. The End.

I lived Life positively ever since then. Never cried over spilled Milk. Never complained about the Way I look. Never brought myself down. Treated everyone with a Smile. I was not a Girly Girl. definitely not a Bimbo. -.- I was content with Everything. Even with my Messed up Family. Dad knew I made sense no matter what. Hah, Fighting with him always Felt like I was Fighting with my Ex Gf. Both Scorpios. Never ready to give in no matter what. Always thinking they are right. But yea I would say I was Stubborn when with my Ex. I was a bit dumb then. Didn't know how to make sense. I didn't understand how to deal with em Scorpios. I mean they fight right and know how to make you feel like you're to be blamed. I stupidly fell for those then. But now. I understand people very well, No matter what status they are in Life. Trust me. I know.

So, Now, whenever Dad fights with me. He may not give in still. But I know he knows that what I just Explained to him.. is right. & I'm content with that. =)

Yup. Life Life Life. You're Beautiful. I Love you.. Not despite your Flaws but inclusive of them.
I Love you as a Whole! That's why I believe Everything Happens for a Reason. Maybe that's why I fell in Love for the 2nd time? Maybe my Life Lessons taught me to be a Better Gf? Not Bragging or anything k Blog. But this is just not from him. It's from Girls, Guys and Couples!

Maybe that's why the First one didn't make it into my Future. Maybe the First one shouldn't even be in my Future? Blog, What say you? ok Wait, Let's call God! God, What do you think I should do? Please give me an Answer by the End of the Week! Please! xoxo!

Sigh, =(

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

Sunday, December 5, 2010
5:55 PM

I want a RED Rose.

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

5:28 PM

God just let the World swallow me full. Please. Now. Thank you.

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

1:32 AM

I don't think I want her in my Life. I don't wanna see her. I don't want to have anything to do with her. It's just impossible to be around her. I guess I'm going to cut any ties with her. Permanently. This is messed up.

Blog, Be my Best Friend. I am K.Vishalini and I'm Lesbian. I'm not Straight or Bisexual. I love Girls. I Love hers not hims. I know it's not going to be Easy but please give me Happiness in my Future. The Type of Happiness that is for me. Alone. Not for others. I will do what I can to make sure that my Life leads in the Right Direction.

Am I a Heart Breaker? I'm sure there are some who would say yes. I've always gotten attention that I only wanted from one person, from both Genders. But why.. I don't even know what to say. I cry just thinking about my life.

Why am I crying right now as I'm typing THESE to you? I thought I was Happy?

God I really need you right now. Please kill me. I really wanna just be killed in some Accident or something. Not cause I can't handle Life, Just so It will save people the Heart pain once I'm gone.

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

Saturday, December 4, 2010
9:28 PM

I feel like there's just something abt 3rd Dec. Something important or something that happened on this very Date, maybe a year or two ago but I just don't know what. Oh wells,

What a Night man! The Booze, Grinding, Dirty Dancing etc. Thankfully there weren't no MAD sweaty people around me!
It's like rubbing against a complete sweat drenched towel!
Yeesh!
Anw, The Numb tastbuds.
God!
The Craving for Coke Slurpee in the Morn but not being able to TASTE it!
tsk!
I hate that.
Alright I''m really to tired for anything and should really be heading out now.
So Bye bye!

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

Friday, December 3, 2010
12:47 PM

I HATE One on ONEs with FACIs! Arghhh!
EVALUATION Moment!
Gonna DIE DIE DIE!
I always Laugh when start to Panic.. Reason being that I know that I'll know Nuts about What he's gonna Ask me to do.. & The Fact that he's Watching me Screw up!
Ahhhh!Gimme your Hand!
I need to Hold Someone!
Don't mind the Sweaty palms. It happens.
XP !
Ahahahahahah!
There! You see! I'm even Virtually Laughing!
Die DIE DIEEEEEEE!

Breathe in Breathe out x2 !

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

Wednesday, December 1, 2010
11:57 PM

Oh God! I'm DONE! Happiest moment of my Life!
Ok, I'm gonna go out tomo.
Needa do "Christmas" Shopping too!
Gosh!
I am Sexcited!

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

12:28 PM

YEA
A for Animation!
I is Happy.
=)

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10:58 AM

I Love you.

..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........

10:58 AM

I Love you.

I Miss Doing ^that^ with Blogger.

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