Thursday, February 26, 2009
9:48 AM
I'm soo Pissed Right now. At first I didnt Suspect anything but.. but NOW, I totally agree that she came back w a Purpose! Pfft! Super PISSED! Oh Wells, WATEVER.
Well still sick, but been layin around thinking about this particular word "Influence". Is The World movin Or impelin Me, causing Me actions? Are they havin the Capacity to be a Compelling Force on Me? (or produce effects on Me actions, behavior, opinions, etc.? ) I've bn lost all this while. Usually I mke my own Moves. I dont Like to Be told. Cause I am Myself & Live for myself .
I've never Liked bein under someone elses Control. Mkin me Feel no.2 was nvr the Best Move for any1 ard me. The 1st person who did tt to me was a Friend close to Me heart. I treasured her. She too hadda Sugar Coat in the beginin & well it soon started fadin.
I used to be Timid & kept to Myself. Never Liked Being Center Of Attention. Whereas she was the total Opposite. Though we were told we looked alike (which i totally disagree; they called us SISTERS!?!) we barely had anything in common ! I gave up on her. She never Accepted me for I was. Me Moved Away. Eversince then I've tried takin control of Me own Life. I was NOT gg to be stepped on or taken Advantage of.
Timing was just not right for me. By doin so, i Kinda Spoiled the other Half of My Life. tsk. Oh Wells, Everything Happens For A Reason. =)
Life was Better. I couldn't Cry for any Failures in my Life, Life's Positiveness Helped in, My Social Circle was Wide & I Had The Best Of Friends Who Brought Me Out of Me Shell.
The WORLD. It consists of Friends, Enemies, Family, Positive, Negative, Work, Play, Education etc.
Yepp. I wud agree tt The World has indeed Influenced everyone via different ways.
&I won't disagree tt i haven't been too.
It causes ppl to change.. to act differentli.
We being the younger generation can be Naive beyond our expectations. We fail to realise that we are Never Perfect.
&the Only Ones Whom Can Make U Realise Such Things Are REAL(true)Friends.
I'm Glad to Know That
There's Atleast Someone Out There
Whom I Can Count On.
It's Not Everyday
That You Stumble Upon
A Precious Gem.
To all those who have been True to Me. Thanks a Lot.
I Totally Love You Guys.
xoxo
..........You will Miss me When I'm Gone..........
