&there it goes again. The Drama. I'm sorry Boy but Life's' just Like that for me. I'm better of being alone. All I ever wanted was to be completely and Madly in Love with one Person and to grow old with whoever it was. But Life took a whole new twist right after my Depression.
Cross my Heart and Hope to Die, I was ready to Fight for my Life, my Love. But it was Blown. gone. Vanished. Full Stop. The End.
I lived Life positively ever since then. Never cried over spilled Milk. Never complained about the Way I look. Never brought myself down. Treated everyone with a Smile. I was not a Girly Girl. definitely not a Bimbo. -.- I was content with Everything. Even with my Messed up Family. Dad knew I made sense no matter what. Hah, Fighting with him always Felt like I was Fighting with my Ex Gf. Both Scorpios. Never ready to give in no matter what. Always thinking they are right. But yea I would say I was Stubborn when with my Ex. I was a bit dumb then. Didn't know how to make sense. I didn't understand how to deal with em Scorpios. I mean they fight right and know how to make you feel like you're to be blamed. I stupidly fell for those then. But now. I understand people very well, No matter what status they are in Life. Trust me. I know.
So, Now, whenever Dad fights with me. He may not give in still. But I know he knows that what I just Explained to him.. is right. & I'm content with that. =)
Yup. Life Life Life. You're Beautiful. I Love you.. Not despite your Flaws but inclusive of them.
I Love you as a Whole! That's why I believe Everything Happens for a Reason. Maybe that's why I fell in Love for the 2nd time? Maybe my Life Lessons taught me to be a Better Gf? Not Bragging or anything k Blog. But this is just not from him. It's from Girls, Guys and Couples!
Maybe that's why the First one didn't make it into my Future. Maybe the First one shouldn't even be in my Future? Blog, What say you? ok Wait, Let's call God! God, What do you think I should do? Please give me an Answer by the End of the Week! Please! xoxo!
Sigh, =(
